I appear outside Dean's motel room wanting to see him so badly but afraid after what happen last time we talked. I got what I wanted which was Dean and now I'm scared that I am going to lose him. "Hey Dean," I say as I walk into the motel room. Dean's nowhere in sight, so I was just going to turn and leave when I hear a noise from the bathroom. So I sit down on the bed.
Dean walks out of the bathroom and see's Cas sitting on his bed. All Dean has on is his black underwear that is snug around him. "Hey Cas" Dean says with a little of uncertainty in his voice. "What are you doing here?" Dean asks. He looks a little like he is trying to figure
Destiel is my Drug of Choice. by Verella, literature
Literature
Destiel is my Drug of Choice.
Castiel stayed with Sam and Dean in their usual run-of-the-mill crap motel while he was human. He slept on the overly stained grey couch while the boys slept in the two queen-sized beds. It was early in morning, and the three were about to meet up with Bobby to go on a hunt. Cas had taken his tie off before he went to sleep, for it was a bit tight and kind of strangling him. Dean slept in while Sam went to grab everyone breakfast at the diner down the street. Cas woke up and just stared at the untied tie in his hand. He went over to Dean and whispered,"Dean. Dean. I don't know how to tie a tie."
Dean's glassy eyes fluttered open and he saw
Sam and Dean trudged back home- into a frightfully dull motel room with chipping grey paint clinging to the old beaten up walls. Sam was tired and sore from the demon-hunt. He collapsed on his bed, which made the steel springs shriek as a puff of dust and smoke exploded from the dingy bedspread.
"I'm going out, I need some air," Dean directed at Sam, who was already fast asleep.
Dean walked out of the room and was greeted by a cool wisp of wind as he shut the creaking door as quietly as he could. He turned around and was startled by who he saw. Cas.
"Cas, where has your feathery angel ass been?!"
"Hello, Dean," Castiel replied in a hushed
Dean walked into the motel, gun in hand. He wiped the sweat from his brow and sat down on the creaky single bed. He rested his head in his hands and ran through today's case. Letting out a heavy sigh, he leaned back to fall asleep.
"Hello Dean." The deep raspy voice sounded from a shadowed corner. Without getting up or opening his eyes, Dean replied quietly, "Hey, Cas. Any news? Rogue angels? Omens? The usual?"
"Not so far" Cas said, a little hint of impatience in his voice. "Besides," he said hesistantly," That's not why I'm here."
Dean sat up, staring at the nerdy little man wearing a trench coat. "Ok?" he asked, "So why are you h
The sky was completely dark, stars twinkling softly. Castiel stared at them, feeling the stress of the Apocalypse situation melt away. He was leaning against the Impala, hands in his lap, with Dean next to him, who was also looking at the sky.
"I understand why you enjoy it here," he said. "Its peaceful."
Dean glanced at him, taking another sip of beer. "Yeah. Helps me keep going." he said softly.
Castiel stared at him. "You do not feel you have a purpose to live?" he asked, concerned. He liked Dean here, with him. Dean helped him keep going as well.
"Well, I do, its just that the stress and all. It gets to me. We're not like yo